tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-175765382024-03-13T17:04:13.225+07:00Somewhat Damaged"Flew too high and burnt the wing" - nineinchnails-Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.comBlogger508125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-23269376007676557372024-02-05T17:01:00.002+07:002024-02-05T17:05:04.343+07:00Bebi To Baduy And BackLast night as I laid myself to sleep, I had the chance to look closely at my Sleeping Beauty's face, who was snoring softly next to me. I stroked her thick wavy hair gently and caressed her plump rosy cheeks. Then I kissed her hand and whispered to myself "How did I get so lucky?" π₯°π₯°π₯°My Precious Godsend is 15 In shΔΚΎ AllΔh going on 16 years old. Yet here and then she still Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-7594222547191059502024-01-22T11:00:00.030+07:002024-01-23T13:12:11.966+07:00WORLD ENCEPHALITIS DAY 2024 Pain. Confusion. Loss and frustration. Shame. Loneliness. Exhaustion. Heavy tears and constant fear. And other things which make the brain even smaller and weaker.Yet day by the day, with love and trust, support and believe, the part that is left will stay strong and the heart sees what is truthful and right.We're still here not just to survive the Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-39739721687589360252024-01-10T11:00:00.608+07:002024-01-16T20:10:14.243+07:00Doc Rocksy MenjelaskanFirst month of the year. First date with The Rocksy πAfter exchanging hellos and compliments, she read my lab result and said:"....HBnya semua bagus, fungsi livernya juga aman, ginjalnya bagus, gulanya... BAGUS! Bagus banget malah! Elektrolit bagus, steroid bagus π Stressnya gimana? Stress tidur? Yang paling cepet bikin memori tuh tambah turun tuh untuk degenerasi ya stress sama tidurnya Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-9098872796721930222024-01-01T00:00:00.001+07:002024-01-01T00:00:00.361+07:00Year of the Wood DragonHAPPY NEW YEAR 2024! Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-69750887236507503202023-12-22T08:00:00.003+07:002023-12-22T14:21:11.328+07:00Happy Mother's DayUntuk kamu, si ibu yang sibuk bekerja di kantor atau di rumah.Untuk kamu, si ibu yang sudah menjadi business woman dan boss besar.Untuk kamu, si ibu yang tinggal tunjuk dan pencet TRANSFER untuk teman, saudara dan orangtua.Untuk kamu, si ibu yang bolak-balik cek handphone dan menunggu sapaan dari si buah hati di sudut kota sana.Untuk kamu, si ibu yang menjalankan rumah tangga dan Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-45795168436874113912023-12-09T09:00:00.092+07:002023-12-16T19:55:46.973+07:00Welcome To Marriage Life! Dear Namira and Galih,Have a truly wonderlife life together as husband and wife ππEnjoy the ups and downs. The laughters, sad and happy tears.Expect lots of surprises. Loud snores and smelly farts included.Respect each other even if at that time your other half doesn't seem to deserve it.Regrets can turn into wise lessons. Forgiveness is key. Remember that self-love is the Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-67265057745095083492023-11-02T14:56:00.003+07:002023-11-02T15:00:36.997+07:00Doc Rocksy Menjelaskan:Hi guys! Before I continue writing this post I would love to greet you all with a big hug π€ and a sincere SING SEHAT SEMUA YAAAAA!You already now how bad the weather is now and how easy it is to get sick. It almost doesn't matter if you have enough rest or do lots of exercises. The pilates instructors in House of Pilates were sick and they exercise probably like 20 hours every day! π Meanwhile&Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-38943145742372010542023-10-14T23:03:00.004+07:002023-10-15T10:44:54.854+07:00Namira And Galih's EngagementThose who know me well must've heard the beautiful name "Namira" coming out of my mouth at least once or thrice. In arabic the name Namira means elegant, pure, pretty, and fine. Namira, my niece π₯° She was born when I was still in highschool and I became the happiest aunty on earth eversince. The day Namira was born I officially became TANTE ITA. I was so thrilled to have her in my life. I Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-7623411970803380262023-08-02T11:00:00.541+07:002023-09-06T19:20:50.007+07:00Doc Rocksy Menjelaskan:As always my lovely doctor greeted me with a nice smile and a cheerful voice π To which sadly I replied with a series of pretty bad reports π When I told her about my trembling hands, she asked "Tangan kiri sama kanan sama-sama clumsy?"When I told her about the latest drama at home, she said "Segitunya ya??? Cerdas! Tingkat tinggi." I had to laugh here π When she said "Oh? Sampe ada Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-27642358859323352162023-07-24T16:29:00.001+07:002023-07-24T16:31:54.154+07:00Dear High School GirlOr should I start with Dear Bubu?I know it's hard and indescribable.But yes your baby is now a HIGH SCHOOL GIRL!Wait what? Is this for real?It can't be true! She's just a little girl whose cheeks you bite and kiss.Every morning you wake her up with the tightest hugs.You whisper "Good morning Bebi..." into her ears. Again, followed by tons of kisses still.But wait!Ah... Yes... It IS Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-68420077436887464802023-07-16T18:45:00.004+07:002023-07-16T20:10:32.391+07:00Dear Bubu's TeenagerThey say daughters are like flowers.'Cause they fill the world with all kind of charms.Some have thorns, others are as soft as cotton.You, my Precious Godsend.You seem to have it all!Well I say, own it girl! Then everything might go as great as you expect it to be.And when it's not, just take it easy!Work harder and keep reaching higher than the sky.Just remember to be good, be kind, be Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-60850013537644039842023-07-08T19:59:00.003+07:002023-07-08T20:08:01.546+07:00"If It's Easy It's Probably Not Pilates"I'm fat. I'm ill. And I'm lost. Things that used to be my favorites, my hobbies, my interests are gone. Or they're hidden deep inside my inner self and I can't, or won't get them out. Why? Oh just because. Such as? Well... The simplest thing is probably getting together with my friends. Or putting my fantasies into words while sitting in a little, unhip coffee shop where nobody can find me. Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-92075998169197736932023-06-24T22:19:00.002+07:002023-07-08T19:27:29.634+07:00Dear Kukka: CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!YOU DID IT!!!! ππππYou're officialy a junior high graduate!!! OH. MY. GOD. π±πππΌ I'm having super mixed feelings about this π I mean... Oh my god. My Precious Godsend???? My Bebi??? My Γber Alles????? You're going to start HIGH SCHOOL THIS YEAR! And the journey it has been to achieve it... Maaaaaan! π Yeah... Nothing is easy with you eh?! π What is it then??? Is easy...boring?Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-14626714488419134612023-06-22T11:27:00.002+07:002023-06-22T11:27:42.396+07:0047Dear you, Well look at that! Another year has gone by, against all odds, you woke up in pretty good shape and no filter needed. Feeling grateful of the good and still holding on to your dreams. Asking yourself "What do I don't have?" because of all the things you already surround yourself with. Strength, love and feeling content. Those are the greatest gifts you Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-41016918994292589672023-05-08T19:33:00.001+07:002023-05-08T19:33:45.974+07:00UpdatesForgive me Blogger for I have gone for quite some time. Other than posting an eid greeting, I haven't blogged about anything new. Not that there's nothing interesting going on... On the contrary. Too many things to write. I don't even know where to start. Well... Right now I'm just going to write before it's too late and vanished from my memory.First thing that comes into mind is about Ari, our Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-9615536276604063682023-04-21T19:41:00.000+07:002023-04-21T19:41:09.883+07:00EID AL-FITR MUBARAK! SELAMAT LEBARAN! On this blissful day let us share love and kindness,exchange hopes and pardons,in every kind of gestures.Apologize with humble words and sincerity.Let our hearts forgive those who've hurt us,Although no sorries are said nor heard.Be the one who makes your loved ones smile.Those who are next to you and miles apart,and they who've left to the afterlife, In sha Allah.May ALLAH SWT. has mercy Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-59789499982583114442023-04-10T11:00:00.001+07:002023-04-23T18:46:45.846+07:00Doc Rocksy Menjelaskan:Pretty long session. While checking the first pages of my diary The Rocksy said "... Dalam 2 minggu 4. Ini sempet bersih..." I replied "Antara bersih sama lupa sih dok π Tapi bersih sih! Rame tuh pas urusan anak nyari sekolah SMA. ..." She: "Nah ini Maret akhir ini nih... Hmmm..."Whenever she said "Hmmm..." and typed things on her computer my heart went chaotic π I told The Rocksy that it seemsFarikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-23376021346961355242023-03-30T13:12:00.002+07:002023-09-21T13:51:01.438+07:00The Dynamic DuoThis post is long overdue but I finally did it π I finally wrote about the 2 people whose names I've mentioned many times in my stories, tweets, and basically everywhere! 2 particular people who make our family's daily life easier. The women whose stories make my breakfast & coffee time more interesting plus full of laughter. Our maids: Dewi and Yuli. Or The Dynamic Duo as I called them Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-57138885784545077302023-03-27T17:22:00.000+07:002023-03-27T17:22:02.898+07:0043What to give oh what to give?He who has more than enough,Yet has an insatiable desire for more.Yesterday was a day well spent.Because look!Today our baby and I have an extra token of love.Only for you to see that tomorrow until forever,You'll always have TIME and LOVE.From us who love and appreciate you the most.HAPPY 43 BAPA!!!*BubuKukkaMoochi*Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-7203098048878145732023-03-16T21:54:00.002+07:002023-03-16T22:00:29.032+07:00Rest in Peace Pakde... So this is your last lesson for me.To remind me that time passes by so quickly for everybody.Not to say "I'll say hi tomorrow." or "Oh whatever!"To take actions and not just to remember.A dream might be just a dream.Or a reminder that time isn't something you can redeem.You "came" twice and now all I have are tears and regrets.Your sincere self, nobody forgets.Thank you for everything Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-20190060506601282312023-03-06T00:00:00.016+07:002023-03-06T18:04:51.819+07:0019th I knew you were the one, 'cause when you farted I stayed.And when I snored, you came home to end your busy day.Then there was always time for you to sing and I sway.Happy 19th anniversary, Muniku π₯°Many times I wonder how you put up with me.Then I remember, oh I put up with you too!Well you know what they say. If you want to see the rainbow, you gotta put Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-42443232039116515712023-02-22T12:00:00.002+07:002023-02-22T12:04:56.891+07:00World Encephalitis Day 2023 It's World Encephalitis Day! Please wear something red on February 22nd to raise awareness of this deadly thief.Your love and supportmeans more than you can ever imagine π₯° Be here and believe.Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-63365103198523648582023-02-12T16:31:00.000+07:002023-02-12T16:31:22.750+07:00Autoimmune Enchephalitis Awareness Month 2023And 8 years later... It's not getting better but I am more patient.It's not getting better but I am getting stronger.It's not getting better but I'm definitely way tougher.I accept the fact that the older I get, the worse it will be.I accept the fact that the older I get, the less likely it will heal. I accept the fact that the older I get, the more disabilities I will have.Hands Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-16259902874386838752023-02-06T18:56:00.000+07:002023-02-06T18:56:19.945+07:00For Your Information:This will be my neverending post about things that Anti NMDAR Encephalitis survivors, such as myself, should know and remember. I found these useful images from everywhere. Please allow me to share them on my blog.Hopefully every single image here will do good for EVERYBODY. For those who are around us, survivors, KNOW-REMEMBER-and UNDERSTAND.WELCOME!This is the part where my problem is: TemporalFarikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17576538.post-83461265435651695062023-02-04T17:35:00.000+07:002023-02-04T17:35:04.180+07:00Emerald Bintaro - Banyuwangi Road TripIt was just another day at the Ica Lawendatu's home in Emerald Garden, Bintaro. Everybody was doing his/her own thing. SiBapa and I were just having a casual talk and suddenly he said something like "Let's go to Bromo! Let's go to Kawah Ijen! Let's have a road trip to Banyuwangi!" And that's how it started π So yeah... The next thing I knew I had to set certain dates, find hotels, how many Farikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05590744690291903448noreply@blogger.com0