Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Midyear Resolution

From now on...

I will stop trying to be perfect, if I ever came that close
I will stop controlling something that is impossible
I will stop hoping for something that could never be real

I will start being myself again
Yet keeping a tiny bit of my old-new-me for awhile

What the fuck!
I'm saying these things but perhaps will never do it anyway

Let's just see what happens...
Let's just see if the way I am now is a permanent thing

Or not

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

If being what you said ain't being true to yourself, of course it'll make us miserable. And, it ain't easy being honest, good, and doing the right thing. If it was, we, Indonesia, wouldn't be the 3rd most corrupt country in the world.

Not a lot of people are honest, good, or do the right thing. If you let other bog you down by their way of thinking, it'll make us miserable. Like in you other post. F**k em and do what you want to do.