There were times when I wish my life is just ordinary.
I wouldn't have to wonder what was, is or will happen.
Everything would be predictable.
No drama, no suspicion, no tears or maybe even laughter.
It's just there for me to live in.
With a simple smile and a laid back mind.
My heart wouldn't make an anxious heartbeat.
And it surely would not break.
My mind wouldn't make a crazy twirl.
And it would not turn me in to insanity.
Everything would be okay, if not perfect.
Everything....would be....just fine.
.........................
..............................
Now I'm having a hard time to end this writing.
Especially when my heart is still aching.
Because I'm fully aware that there's no such thing as a simple life.
And if there is, then it wouldn't be called LIFE.
And I probably would not live in it.
Or even like it.
I wouldn't have to wonder what was, is or will happen.
Everything would be predictable.
No drama, no suspicion, no tears or maybe even laughter.
It's just there for me to live in.
With a simple smile and a laid back mind.
My heart wouldn't make an anxious heartbeat.
And it surely would not break.
My mind wouldn't make a crazy twirl.
And it would not turn me in to insanity.
Everything would be okay, if not perfect.
Everything....would be....just fine.
.........................
..............................
Now I'm having a hard time to end this writing.
Especially when my heart is still aching.
Because I'm fully aware that there's no such thing as a simple life.
And if there is, then it wouldn't be called LIFE.
And I probably would not live in it.
Or even like it.
8 comments:
:((
talking to non-judgmental stranger might help. it helps me sometimes.
keke: ko ga OL sih?
dinda: that is exactly what i want :)
in fact, status FBku "Farika wants to talk to strangers" hihihihi
waaaa ... rika lagi mellow akhir-akhir ini :)
Setuju sama Dinda.. cuma kan gak mungkin tiba2 kamu curhat ke strangers yang ketemu di mall :)
wullie: hihihihi iya niii wuliiiiie
exter: kecuali kalo brondong crispy ya ex :D
"Lebih baik mati daripada hidup tanpa menginspirasi dunia"
mungkin itulah yang bikin hidup kita lebih 'ribet'.. tapi begitulah adanya kita. *
* seperti yang baru saia sampaikan ke si berandalan semalem...
=)
::TheLeagueofExtraordinaryHomoSapiens::
ada curhatan apa rupanya? :D
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