Dear ALLAH

Sometimes I wonder... 

If I stopped wishing for my dreams to come true, 

does it mean that I don’t want them anymore? 

If I stopped asking for certain things to change, 

does it mean that I don’t care if they remain the same?

If I stopped praying for better things to come, 

does it mean that I’m not scared by the bad ones?

If I stopped begging all together, 

does it mean that I’m giving up?

While my heart says, and I do think it's true...

I stop wishing because I realize that 

what I think is right for me, might not be the best for me after all. 

I stop asking because I realize that 

You know what I need, what I should have and what I should be doing.

I stop praying because I realize that 

whatever happens, it’s for my own good. 

I stop begging because I realize that 

You know I’m actually not giving up. 

I'm simply surrendering myself to You. 

Only You. 

Because it's Your love that matters

Because it's Your words that matter

Because it's Your blessing that matters

No one else's. 

Only Yours.